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| 03:30pm 30/01/2004 |
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Whoooo... I play RPGs! Yes, yes I do. |
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| 02:07pm 17/01/2004 |
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I'm depressed... Maybe I'm just being selfish, though... I mean, he spends a lot of time with me... Just because he left a little early yesterday, promised me he would be on with me all day today and then leaves after being on for only an hour to be with his friends... and he's been gone for 4 hours already... I mean, that's no reason for me to get upset, right? I should just be understanding and level-headed... but I can't help but feel that maybe he just... doesn't like me as much any more... maybe I don't give him that thrill anymore... I'm just... there... if he wants to talk to me or whatever... *sighs* I'm pathetic. |
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| 08:49pm 04/01/2004 |
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I am depressed. Gio and I had a fight... the same thing we always fight about...
I'm only 17 and I live in my parent's house and they don't support my relationship with him, so there is no way in hell they are going to spend money to fly me to Florida to meet him.
He's 19, but his parents are so friggin' screwed up and broke (his mom divorced his dad and then quit her job) so they keep taking his money... he's in college, as am I, but he lives in the dorms.
He has a slight disability, so he can collect Social Security and he uses what he needs to pay for food and dorm then his parents take the rest, so HE can't save up for a trip here. He's promised me he'll look for another job, hopefully one that pays a little more and he'll try to save, but now his parents are mad at him over a bad grade... I got a bad grade, too, and couldn't see him for nearly 2 weeks over Chirstmas.
I hate the time difference!
Anyway, he was pointing out all the things I had going for me and comparing it to his life and how it made him a screw up, but I'm just as, if not more, screwed up because *I* haven't done anything for myself! My parents still provide for me because I'm a minor and I'm going to a Community College. Atleast he got into a real school! On a scholarship! He's had a job before, but he quit when he moved to school because it's 4+hours away... I mean, what are you gonna do? And I miss him and I'm afraid he's mad at me or himself and I really want to fix it, but when I try he gets all self-bashing, then I get all self-bashing and he tries to comfort me but normally just says something that ends up pissing me off and... I just don't know what to do...
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| 05:46pm 22/11/2003 |
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I haven't written in quite a very, very long while... Um... yeah... I still have nothing really to say...Maybe later... |
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| 09:33am 29/03/2002 |
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o.o; Wow... it's sure been a long time since I posted... But, see... It's not my fault! Really! Ano... Well, we moved in December and I like my new house, but my dad hasn't had time to hook Clydesdale-sama back online and since I did my Gold Award Project last week and I had to unhook Clydesdale and take him somewhere and now that he's back home I haven't hooked him back up yet 'cuz my dad's planning to upgrade him and... and... well, I didn't know you could post from online like this... ^^; so maybe now I'll update from school or whatever. Although, right now I'm on Spring Break... and I'm using my dad's PC. All my MP3s are on Clydesdale-sama as well as my WinAMP skins, so no themes. *shrugs*
What else? I like Web-comix! ^^; Angel-chan and I did some duel-comics while we were camping Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday... You can see my art works at Elfwood (Yes! I can still do links MWAHAHAHAHA!) I also have a FanQuarter page, which isn't up yet and I will have a Wyvern Library Page... but I only really have one story that fits that and it's not fin- oh... no, wait... maybe I have two. Maybe they'll allow "Burning Passion"... I know it's kinda Fanfiction... but it's very original and stupid in it's own unique since... I dunno... whatever...
Oh!! The Cruelest thing in the world: 03.16.02 - Father buys you FFX, you don't own a PS2. 03.18.02 - Father buys PS2 and tells you you can't open it until your birthday on 04.05.02. >.< So every morning I SEE the PS2, I WANT the PS2, I have already READ through the FFX instruction booklet atleast 5 times now... This is SO not right. *sigh* Well, I guess that's all for now. Otay! Have a nice day!
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| 11:50pm 25/07/2001 |
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Yay!! Elfwood is back up!! Everybody Celebrate!! Check out my Elfwood page!!
As part of my celebration I have a HAPPY! WinAMP theme!
Theme: HAPPY!
Skin: "Fly!" From Cardcaptor Sakura... Very happy-looking!
Playlist:
1. Yamato Ishida - Walk on the Edge
2. ANZA - Opening the Door
3. CCS - Catch you Catch me
4. Dejimon - Butterfly
5. Dejimon - Shinka de GUTS!
6. Duo - It's so All Right!
7. Duo - Kitto OK!
8. Gomamon - Muteki na Bataashi
9. Koushirou - Open Mind
10. Koushirou - Version Up
11. Madonna - Cherish
12. Quatre - I'm your friend
13. Rurouni Kenshin - Freckles
14. Sarina Paris - Look at us now
15. System of a down - The Legend of Zelda
16. Takeru & Iori - Jingle Bells
17. The Powerpuff Girls - Love Makes the World go 'round
18. (Unknown) - Hey Digimon!
I like Happy songs!! This is one of my longest theme-playlists! I have a lot of happy songs!! ^^ Have a nice day!!
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| 10:21pm 22/07/2001 |
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I have a Windows Mascot!! I made a little animated chibi-Zidane he sits on the upper-left corner of the current non-maximized window! He wags his tail and blinks while watching me with his head propped up on his hands!! *sighs* Zidane-kun no kawaii...
^^ I'd submit him to the main site, where I downloaded the program to make him, but he doesn't have a click-animation yet (When you click on him, he does something else and then resumes his normal pattern)
Hee... Zidane won't perch on top of WinAMP! He'll go on the top of the playlist or equalizer, depending on which you clicked on last, but not the top part... ^^
WinAMP Theme: The 80's
Skin: A Yellow-and-black Marron Glacé (Sorcerer Hunters)
Playlist:
1. Tears for Fears - Everybody wants to rule the world
2. Bangles - Eternal Flame
3. Bette Midler - Hero
4. Bette Midler - The Rose
5. Billy Joel - Piano Man
6. Christopher Cross - Caught between the moon and New York city
7. Cutting Crew - Died in your arms tonight
8. Fleetwood Mac - Landslide
9. Harry Chapin - Cat's in the Cradle
10. John Cougar Mellencamp - Life Goes on
11. Madonna - Live to tell
12. Madonna - Cherish
13. Mr. Mister - Broken Wings
14. Richard Marx - Right Here Waiting
15. Stevie Wonder - I just called to say I love you
16. America - You can do Magic
Comments: Hmmm... a lot of these songs were on my 'Love Songs' Theme list... Now, what does that tell us about the 80's? Besides they have really good songs that some people are willing to listen to more than one night in a row? ^^
I had to ask my parents for some help making this list... After all, they stopped making 80s songs when I was 4. ^^ Now, I'm going to go listen to my songs and ponder over tomorrows theme while watching my Zidane window animation... (Hmmm... Final Fantasy? But... I only have 4 songs... 5 if I'm lucky... Well, there's always the Internet!) Have a nice day!
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| 05:24pm 21/07/2001 |
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Ha! Look! I have a title now!! Huzzah for titles! Anyway, I'm here to present my current WinAMP Theme, Love Songs!! I have an ULTRA-Kawaii, Ultra-pink Syaroan/Sakura skin. And these are the songs playing:
1. (Bette Midler) - The Rose
2. (PPG) - Love Makes the World go 'round
3. (CCS) - Catch you catch me (YES, this counts as a love song!! 'Koishiteru' = 'I'm in love with you')
4. (Christopher Cross) - Caught between the Moon and New York City
5. (Dido) - Thank You
6. (Emiko Shiratori) - Melodies of Life (Eng)
7. (Emiko Shriatori) - Melodies of Life (Jap)
8. (Enia) - Only Time
9. (Madonna) - Cherish
10. (Mr. Mister) - Broken Wings
11. (Richard Marx) - Broken Wings
12. (Stevie Wonder) - I just called to say I love you
13. (Bangels) - Eternal Flame
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I downloaded it a Legend of Zelda Music Video/Gumi thing... The song is by 'System of a down'... I listened to it a couple times and wondered why after I listened too it, I would get the 'Zelda Over-world theme' stuck in my head... then a few more watchings later, I realized! The tune is a kind of Remix of the Zelda Overworld Theme!! It's just a little bit different! And I thought I was just playing too much Zelda... Silly me ^^ Heh, Well, that's all for now. I'm having a Yahoo! Post-fest with a friend in Missouri! Have a nice day!
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La! Time to write in my journal! Why? Because there isn't anyone worth talking to on AIM right now, and this download is gonna take another hour and a half... Although this guy has a REALLY good modem. I think it's a cable, and I'm getting 20+ KB/s, which is MUCH better than the normal 6... lalala... I-nu-ya-sha!
I would go DL some more Anime Gumi from Sayam... but he's not on T.T I was up til 4:30 AM this morning talking to him and a guy in Missouri. I like chatting...
Oh! 1:14 left to go!!
Ah! Oh! I connected to the other guy!! Hmmm... he has some good files, but nothing I want... Oh well, someone else can have this port ^^
WinAMP themes week! This week I've been setting my Winamp songs on 'themes' Like, on Sunday it was Opening Theme Song day! SO I listened to all my Opening Theme songs. Then Monday was English Song Day! So I didn't put on anything Japanese. Yesterday was Digimon day, so I listened to my Digimon songs! Now it's instrumental! No words! It's a pretty short list, only 7 songs, but THERE AREN'T ANY WORDS!! ^^ There are two more songs I could add, but they're Christmas songs, so I passed.
1:06... 1:05... 1:06... this thing needs to estimate times better...
I should keep writing, as I will have nothing better to do until the download finishes or someone comes on line. Oh! Zidane's Theme is REALLY catchy!! *checks AIM* Well, I would talk to Locke-kun, but he's probably doing something... and everyone else is getting on my nerves lately. And what's with THIS guy? He's on, like 24/7!
I'm gonna choose a WinAMP skin that says 'Instrumental Music'... hmmm... *brings up WinAMP skin browser* I chose my really cool Quatre Rebarba Winner skin! For Opening-themes I chose Cardcaptor Sakura-Catch you Catch me, because that was one of the songs I chose to play. For English I chose Noa from Legend of Legaia... it was either that or The Legend of Zelda: Link to the Past... Sayam is on!! Okay, I'll finish this real quick and go 'Nya!' at him!! For Digimon I chose my Heero skin that's in the same style as this Quatre one, because It was 4:30 AM when I chose it and I don't have any Digimon Skins. Okay! Buh-bye! Have a nice day!!
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Wai! I got a Gameboy Advance!! I got the clearish-purple one... it's called 'Glacier' ouuu... pretty. ^^ If you put in a GB/GBC cartridge and play with the L1/R1 buttons it's almost more fun than playing the actual game!! Almost...
Did everyone visit Locke's Pub? No? Well then you must suffer through more of my links. MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
Well, it's 2:30 AM... Aaron-kun has just informed me that he has posted in the LLoL club... If it's 2:30 AM in Hawaii, and he lives in Missouri, what the hell is he doing up? What the hell am I doing up? *sighs* I gotta go reply to his post. Have a nice day!! (BTW: The Typos are out to get me, luckily this thing has spell-check)
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HA!! It worked!! Now you must all suffer through countless Links I shall post in the future!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! |
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I'm so proud of myself!! I'm a co-founder for Locke's Pub, and I've been updating. I made a new banner, fixed a link and figured out how to use HTML a little more. ^^ I'm not good at WRITING HTML, I'm pretty good at reading and editing it, though. I can create a link by myself now!!
Please visit Locke's Pub
La? I wonder if HTML actually works here... Well, here goes nothing!! |
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o.O; I just spent 3 days reading "Sluggy Freelance" from beginning to what is currently finished... and when you're reading a daily comic that started in 1997... that's a WHOLE lotta comic, I tell you what...
Well, now that I am a Sluggite, it is my un-sworn duty to convert the rest of the world... so please proceed to www.sluggy.com to get to the first comic hit the button that has a line and an arrow pointed left. (When you hold your cursor over it says, "To first comic" or something like that... I dunno, that was three days ago!!)
WAHHH!! I like Aylee! Aylee and Kiki... ^^
I am now going to sigh on to the devices I use to chat and see how many IMs pop up in the first five minutes asking "Where the hell WERE you?!" ^^ should be fun! While I am chatting, I will check on my Yahoo! Clubs... The Vulpix club is going to be the death of me yet... *sigh* There are SO MANY posts!! Oh well, see what I get for joining the second most popular Fire Pokémon club on Yahoo!? I don't even LIKE fire... I like Wind, Water and Darkness... Geez... *smacks herself for being an idiot... idjit... whatever*
YES!! I know I'm listening to a Christmas song!! But, it's in Japanese!! And you'd never know if they didn't say "Merry Christmas" over and over again in the chorus... And Jingle Bells'll be on later...
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WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! I have 4 Instant Messengers Running at once!! AIM, ICQ, Yahoo!, and MS Messenger!!
For those of you who actually read this and find it interesting, here are some ways to contact me:
Instant Message:
AIM s/n: HawkFangor
ICQ #: 121697047
Yahoo! ID: hawkfangor (I don't use this much...)
MS: redtailedtobias@hotmail.com (Hawk Fangor)
E-mail:
redtailedtobias@hotmail.com - My main account, I suggest you use this one!!
hawkfangor@yahoo.com
hawkfangor@chibibrat.com
rthawk@another.com
rthawk@n2.com
Other:
Neopets: rthawk13 (Don't have Neopets? http://www.neopets.com/refer.phtml?username=rthawk13 ^^)
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| 08:27pm 08/07/2001 |
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I didn't write yesterday... I had nothing TO write... oh well
A person from Arabia IMed me yesterday. I was really excited, it's like "Wow!! Arabia!! Like Quatre!" Yes, I am Obsessed. Her name is Faiza, she's really nice. Her English isn't really good, but that's okay! I know people in Tennessee who talk worse ^^;
Lalala... *looks around* I don't have anything to say...
I just had Jack in the Box, I got Chicken Breast Pieces and Eggrolls and Teriyaki sauce to dip...
I got my stuffed Blastoise back!! I measured him, he's 2-1/2 feet tall... ^^ That's a really big stuffed animal... Especially for a Pokémon... I got him for $7 at a Swap meet... ^^
I'm now downloading AIM 4.7.2442... lalalalalaa... It's not WORKING... *pokes AOL.com* stupid site... *kicks it across the room* BLAH! Fine, be that way... *gasps* OMG!! I only have 3.0... CLydesdale?! Why didn't you TELL me I needed an upgrade badly?! I know we like the #3, but we can get 4.3 now... ^^ That's 3+1.3... one is a good number as well (Huzzah for odd numbers!)
I downloaded some Winamp and ICQ skins... now I have Noa(LoL) on Winamp, and Sakura(CCS) on ICQ...
My quote of the day: Muse's are basically scapegoats. (Don't tell Pono-san I said that!)
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Talking to people online... Both AIM and ICQ are running...
Jake, I guy on the mainland, is asking me about Hawaii... I don't have much to say... It's hot here... *shrugs*
O.O I think my Internet has disconnected on me... BUT I HAVE A CABLE MODEM!! I though Roadrunner said 'No Disconnects' Well, what do you call this, then?! I'm gonna sue Roadrunner... Nah, probably not... I'm too lazy, I procrastinate so I'd never actually get around to organizing a case, or finding a lawyer... or whatever.
For those of you wondering, "If you're Internet is down, how are you writing this?" LiveJournal posting's aren't posted online directly. It's a wordpad-like program. We type, hit post at the bottom when we're done and THEN it connects to the Internet and posts it... I better type some more to give the server a chance to reconnect before I try to post.
Maybe it's not Roadrunner... maybe it's Clyde... no, wait, can't be Clyde... He's not a full computer anymore, just a gateway, he has nothing TO mess up...
Lalala... Koushirou is July's Calendar Digidestined... and Link is Left-handed... ^^ I noticed that last night!! I was like, "Hey!! Link is holding the sword with his left hand!! I never noticed that before!" So I took out my Bow and arrow, just to test, and he holds the bow with his right hand and pulls back the arrow with his left, so Link, Hero of Hyrule and Time and all that jazz, is Left-handed... not that there's anything wrong with lefties... I which I were left-handed, cuz Left-handed people are (supposedly) more creative... Geez, I can't imagine myself with more creativity... and Left-handed people are few, so I'd be different... which is cool.
I like ranting and babbling on LiveJournal. I don't know who, if anyone, will ever read this, but it's fun!! *looks at post* O.O I've written a lot... I wish the font wasn't so small... This is, what? Size 9? *checks toolbar menus* Grr... can't make it any bigger... *sigh* oh well... hmmm... wonder if the server's up? *checks* nope... Well, I can either keep writing, which is fun, or I can stop and do something else...
I wonder if I can post and start a new post without actually BEING online... I dunno, I just got this today... *tries it* Nope. doesn't work... Oh well, I'll just type...
I'm listening to music on Winamp... I like listening to music... Here is my current play list:
1. Koushirou Izumi - Version Up
2. Emiko Shiratori - Melodies of Life (Eng)
3. Koushirou Izumi - Open Mind
4. Emiko Shiratori - Melodies of Life (Jap)
5. Gomamon - Muteki na Baatashi
6. Yamato Ishida - Walk on the Edge
7. Dejimon - Butterfly
8. Dejimon - Minna no Christmas
9. Jou & Gomamon - Sora wo Crawl
10. Dejimon - Shinka de GUTS!
11. Ken & Wormmon - Hontou no Tsuyosa
12. Mr. Mister - Broken Wings
13. Lina & Amelia - Otome no Inori
14. Rurouni Kenshin - Freckles
15. Takeru & Iori - Jingle Bells
16. TWO-MIX - Just Communication
17. Chang WuFei - Knock on Tomorrows Door
18. CCS - Catch You Catch Me
19. The Powerpuff Girls - Love makes the World go round
20. Duo - It's so all right
21. Enia - Only Time
22. Eve 6 - Beautiful Oblivion
23. Fleetwood Mac - Landslide
24. Harry Chapin - Cats in the Cradel
25. Hiiro Yuy - Flying away
26. John Cougar Melloncamp - Life goes on
27. Lisa Loeb - I only hear what I want to
28. LIT - My own worst enemy
29. Nine Days - Absolutly (Story of a Girl)
30. Richard Marx - Right here waiting
31. Sarina Paris - Look at us now
32. Savage Garden - Crash & Burn
33. Dido - Thank you
... That's all I have right now. Over all I have more than 90 songs... O.O They must be taking up a lot of HD space... Maybe I should organize them all and put them on CD... then I can just copy whatever I want to listen to back to the Hard Drive, and if I just want to listen to what's on the disk I'll do that... hmm... let's see if my Internet wants to work again... *checks* nope...
*sighs* This thing is going to be LONG when my network reconnects... I wonder what song'll be on...
*sings with song* I may not have a clue what they're saying, but what the heck?
umi wo kuraro... gyutto te o tsunaide... ikou
sora wo kuraro.. hora issho naraba kiseki ga okiru...
Hmmm... my entire computer seems to be acting wierd... *kicks Clydesdale* I would restart, but then I would lose everthing I typed here!! Let's hope the Internet works.. *checks yet again*
Doesn't seem to be... *cries* it's not!! *kicks Roadrunner* WORK DANG YOU!!
I complained to my dad that the internet wasn't working, he checked stuff and realized the network hub was turned off... ^^; Huzzah! The Internet works again!! Time to post this and stop!! Okay, Have a nice day!!
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